Circle Money

When I was younger, I had no money to spend. I thought it was only an abstract concept. But as I grew up, money became real to me. It became more real than my friends, my colleagues, and my loved ones. I was born without it but I am shaped by it. If money runs the world, then my life operates round it. I work for it, is judged by how much I have of it and finally I am defined by it. The interrelationships that binds me with others is dictated by the amount of money I have and the amount of money they have; and as I became the moneyless; I become a nothing. 

we slip away

Take what you need today
Take everything in me
And more before I fall
I won’t ask you why

No one needs to know
what happened today
before the sun sets
and the stars rises

What more could I say?
I’ll just close my eyes
and accept that I lost
as you slip away tonight

illusion room

This room is all I have
of our forgotten laughters
and half-remembered dreams
counting down to an illusion
of a future that died before
we could live them in time


“Every passion borders on the chaotic, but the collector’s passion borders on the chaos of memories.”

Walter Benjamin


“When you said your last goodbye
I died a little bit inside
I lay in tears in bed all night
Alone, without you by my side”

All I Want (lyrics) Kodaline

going past story

How are you, my dearest friend?
Are you happy at where you are?
Seems to me you got over our story
Only got myself to take the blame
When I see you kissing someone else
Takes me back when I lost your hopes
And the dream that was of our future


“My pride, my ego, my needs and my selfish ways
Caused a good strong woman like you to walk out my life
Now I never, never get to clean up the mess I made, oh
And it haunts me every time I close my eyes”

When I was your Man (lyrics) Bruno Mars